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this ones for izabella!
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you want my life, ill give you soul
ill give you my heart, ill give you my all
you are not worthy of my love
youre weak as hell and you dont fuck (like what?)
i will hold onto you
let my patience run thin
listen, dude, youre like so
hmm, wtf is wrong with you
i wont give you my heart or my soul
you have to get it on your own
my mind is lost (looking for you)
my heart is gone (searching the cosmos for you)
your judgement will change
the course of my lifes decisions
of course, you want more
but i cant give it, i cant give it
i cant give it up
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stomach empty
loss of love of life
i love when im in the cold
it helps me feel
like im not so old
it helps me feel
like i am real
like im alive
you tear down me
to the ground
its getting to the point
where your only memory
will end up being
the ghost of me
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nothing exists beyond the window sill
something inside me breaks when i begin to feel
when its not your fist to my face, i dont feel it
when its not a switch to my ass i dont hear anything
nothing exists beyond the window sill
hit me with all the love you got
you could never understand what i feel
i know of a girl whos dead and gone
who went through this shit, now shes along
in the life that i wanted to live
if i ever kick the ladder, its because of you
i look out the window and know your lying
when you say theres nothing there, why are you crying?
i never meant to hurt you or cause you harm
and when i step to you dont be alarmed
i dont know, where i am
im right at home, but this home is a can
of worms, the storm
takes me up higher, way above the clouds
i was told my whole life not to give into
but under certain circumstances you have to lose
once in a while
you hide your crooked face under a smile
i wont run away, im yours, never new
but if anything happens, just know i love you
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ill never see you again
in my head you’re still my friend
and i could never save myself from you
in two, i split for you
youre not a friend of me
you mean nothing
my maid of honor, veiled in black
has become a memory
im not your friend
im fucking nothing
but deep inside i hope i can become
something worth it in your mind
youre packing your things to leave for brooklyn at 6
you turn back to me and you said “this is it”
you open the door i gaze your exit
think about our times they split
youre packing your things to leave for brooklyn at 6
you turn back to me and you said “this is it”
but i run to your car before you drive to the moon
in a silent, hushed whisper, i said “can i go with you?”
ill never
see you again
in my head
youre still my friend
and i could never save myself
from you
in two
i split for you
im not your friend
im fucking nothing
you’re not my friend
you mean nothing to me
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the light is gone...
i took them under, but i was wrong
my vision alone
cant hold up the emotions i own
i wanna fight
for you tonight
but everything i do is lost despite my tries
despite your lies
id hold up the earth if youre caught in a fire
my weakened gaze
why does it call your name?
hide you in my walls while i
forage for food for your lasting lives
when i pull back the curtain i see
a choir of people who just wanna leave
i kidnapped my friends
leave them inside of my walls to rot
holding them till
the cops bust my door down and cave in my skull
a final release
from all of the agony you unleashed
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speed mirage Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
i love you <3
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vocals/production/
guitars - cassandra
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bass/production/
vocals - amy
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